Thursday, March 22, 2012
Rememory...remember?
Intentional Disparity?
When reading Toni Morrison’s Beloved, the thing I found myself struggling with the most was the seeming discrepancy between Sethe’s account of why she killed her daughter and the guilt she seems to be experiencing throughout the novel. In her account of Beloved’s death, Sethe describes the decision to murder and save her children as an independent choice of which she was sure. Though she continually refers to the fact that she had no one to talk to when learning how to be a mother, she establishes the fact that she did learn how to do it. She learned how to do it on her own. She made the decision to run away from Sweet Home and to kill Beloved without consulting anyone else - something she is especially proud of. In this passage seems to be the only moment in the novel where Sethe is truly self-assured, constructing herself as someone with agency. This is in contrast to Sethe’s behavior up to and beyond this point. Although we do not originally know its cause, this guilt can be seen in the way she withdraws from the black community of Cincinnati. In some ways, this can be attributed to the community (initially) shunning her, but the fact that she does not attempt to branch out is evidence enough for me to feel as though she does not entirely disagree with their judgment. Additionally, she does not share this story with Paul D for a long time, a man who can simply walk into a room and supposedly make women so vulnerable that they cry. Why would she not share something so important with someone who is apparently so easy to talk to, if not for shame or guilt? I suppose it could be possible to experience both emotions in such a complex situation. Even as the reader, you experience both horror and understanding. But there does not seem to be an intention to use this discrepancy as an emotional complexity, but it rather appears as disjointed. Other than this annoying fact, I loved and was completely behind Beloved.
You are my face; I am you.
Beloved Response
Certainly the representation of the world that Morrison offers is depicted as alienating. For instance, characters like Paul D are unable to connect to the majority of society because of a tobacco tin around his heart. This haunting image brings to mind the tobacco leaves that were primarily harvested by enslaved individuals. Similarly, the community often alienates Baby Suggs due to her freedom and the gatherings that she hosts for the townspeople. The bitterness that has been constructed as a direct result of the Fugitive Slave laws and poisons individuals to the point that gratefulness turns into rage.
Pretty Little Slavegirl
Take This to Your Grave
The last chapter of Morrison’s Beloved is one of the most intriguing and puzzling chapters in the novel. With the repetition of, “It was not a story to pass on” (275), this chapter belabors the point that the character and memory was forgotten and the story itself is not something one should try to convey to others. But, interestingly enough, the last word of the novel is, “Beloved” (275), which brings back what was forgotten. Within that name, and also the title of the novel itself, resides the story of Beloved and the memories of slavery and oppression that many people want to forget. This novel is extremely focused on the characters' preoccupation with forgetting in order to protect themselves from painful memories. Just like the character of Baby Suggs, who only allowed herself to remember that one of her children liked burned bread, and Paul D who keeps his heart locked in a metaphorical “tobacco tin” (117), the characters keep their memories and their emotions bottled up in order to attempt to forget the past. Beloved is someone who asks too many questions and pushes people to remembering the things they want to forget. For example. by asking Paul D to call her by her name, Beloved makes his “tobacco tin” heart open and transform into a, “red heart” (117). So, even though this a story that should not be passed on, by ending the novel with the word, “Beloved,” readers are confronted with the fact that those memories will always exist, though they may not be in the front of our minds. Just like the word, “Beloved,” is carved onto the gravestone that is spoken of in the beginning of the novel, the memories and associations that accompany the identity of, “Beloved,” may be laid to rest, but they are still set in stone, never to be completely destroyed. They can be brought to mind, just as a gravestone may be visited, but they can never be entirely obliterated.